my head is attacking me

you're not smart you're stupid so no need to have a huge ego about it plus now you've acted like a fucking mental case in front of someone whom you're supposed to be helping, helping, heh what a concept helping do what? act like a crazy person? that's the only kind of help you're fit to give how to be a crazy person 101. how to mentally spiral downward in .03 seconds or less and now you've acted like a complete fuck up you might as well go use. being accountable for your bad behavior is so fucking unbearable to you why don't you just go fuck everything up. and you say you want to have children? awesome. go ahead pass on the crazy gene, good thinking. how would you even be fit to take care of a child, no wonder god made you barren you're fucking crazy and you would raise a crazy child who's scared to death of it's crazy mother. why don't you just fucking kill yourself you are useless.