today is post like raymi day

so friday i worked both jobs
like usual and made $60 at
the restaurant even tho i stayed
til midnite
and was all
like wtf? why do i work here is it
worth my time? blah blah
then saturday i went
to a meeting
and was talking to this
chick afterwards and
i blabbed about my surgery
even though she wasn't
asking anything about
me and then i burst into
tears bwah hah hah styles

and i think it freaked her
out so she told me to
call my sponsor and
i did and i sobbed out
loud on the phone about
how scared i was and then
had to hang up and
get ready for work again
and then drew was mad
at me about the motorcycle
story because he thinks i lied
to him about it
and i was all like
i'm scared about my surgery
wah wah boo hoo and
he was all like but what about
the motorcycle and
i said i don't care about
the damn motorcycle story i
didn't lie to you
and i cried some more
and then i went
to work and made $441.00