menudo del viernes

• i have debaser on repeat.

• i need a life coach.

• when my friend sends me this email:
  
  "what's up with you and [the boy,] you don't have to answer, just curious,"
  
  i begin to think she's not asking out of genuine concern. i fight the urge to reply "noneya"

• i'm sitting down with the boy on sunday and we "having a talk." i suppose i'll have to figure out what i want by then. hmmm. here's what i really want. i want to act like a single girl but have a steady and safe source of SEX. seriously. i want to do everything i want to do and answer to no one, but i need sex at least 3 or 4 times a week. think he'll go for that? nah, me either.

• watching sopranos makes me wanna be a comare ["goumada."] that would be perfect. consistant sex, luxury lifestyle, no phone calls to get permission to stay out late or not come home. (but then the sex would be with some big hairy sweaty italian guy - refer to bullet point #2.)

• my 2 year old nephew has an email address

• i broke a piece of my car window off last night. yup, just a corner.

• my daydreams are taking up a more sizeable chunk of my brain operations each day. is that bad?