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Monday, July 09, 2007

the camera don't lie

wtf happened?
i hate money i have none i hate feeling like a pauper people offering to buy me food having to track down money from people that owe me i hate people they make me feel stupid and poor and inadequate. being hungry and late won't help me do schoolwork today but i have a ton. fucking wah, right?

wtf this too shall pass but when and why do i hold onto bad feelings longer than good ones. when will i make ends meet when will i ever learn

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to murl: i hate people i hate money i hate my job and i hate school.

from murl: O hunny i sure do know

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from murl: We could start a hate club our secret handshake is punching our fists thru the wall