perspective

things seem to be coming into focus a bit more in the past few days...

we'll see how things shape up in the near future, but for now i'm concentrating on getting permission and money to take classes in the fall. at this point i just have to assume i'm accepted and move along as though i knew. i should find out in the next couple of weeks as i JUST completed the application process on friday.

what a fucking thing that was. i based most of my entrance "essay" on my work experience at a start-up in los angeles. so i had wanted the CEO of that company to write one of my two required letters of reccomendation. he said he would and did, repeatedly, but the admissions people reported differently. as of the begining of last week they hadn't recieved a letter from him and he had stopped answering my emails.

it could be for any number of reasons. he could be very busy with his new start-up venture. or he could be on a fucking bender in los vegas getting married to a stripper. one is just as likely as the other.

so i broke down and asked my current boss to write me a letter last week. and he did. a very nice letter. but the thing is... here i'm a secretary. at the start up i was head producer.

aye, there's the rub. ah well, if it's meant to be... yada yada blah argh grrr...

and on the same but different note. i got my eyes examined and have a new Rx for glasses. now i just need to go get the new glasses. that's always a thing too. i'm pretty picky and i basically hide behind my glasses so they have to be the perfect representation of me. and i've had these for 2 years. so... ya i'll probably procrastinate as much about that as i have about selling my motorcycle..

which is still sitting in front of my house. heh.