i never thought i would write about this

but i'm having trouble keeping this blog going... i don't like when bloggers blog about not blogging but it's not what you think.

yes it is.

part of it is that i don't have time anymore. i'm busy with life these days, thanks god. the motorcycle is back on the road. i have good friends and there's good weather to enjoy. i have always felt that i did my best work while tortured (unique i know) and the fact is that i'm just not tortured right now.

this blog was started in pain. and it's best days were painful.

so now? i'm not in that much pain. eh, give me a month. heh.