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Monday, July 16, 2007

dying of uniqueness

wow. never ceases to amaze me how one area of my life can be going so well and the other can go down the toilet so quickly. at least in my head.

i just realized this morning that i am a secretary, and that i will be a secretary for the next 2 or three years. and sometimes that sucks. i used to think people treated waitresses badly. and they do. but sometimes being treated like a secretary is even worse. man.

see if i could just sit through this shit for a couple of years i wouldn't be a secretary at 34. this is always where i run into trouble.

so this morning i resisted the urge to walk the fuck out of a job that is paying for me to get my masters degree. and because my EGO is screaming for attention it was a much harder temptation than it should've been.

in other news, relationship-wise i'm happier than a pig in shit. i'm almost afraid to talk about it for fear of jinxing it. i'm taking him to meet the family in two weeks. if we make it two weeks past that, i'm going to propose. (i kid)

and now for something really anti-climactic...