this weekend

i found out what watching your best friend
do through delirium tremens is like.

i found out why sleep deprivation
is a form of torture

i got my blood test results thursday afternoon.
they are all negative.

like melyni says, they suggest that i'm tested every 6 months
for a couple of years.

i will blog more on this. it needs to be done. for me. for you.
right now i have to get caught up on school work.

if anyone out there is taking xanax recreationally. and you want to stop.
please. please. please. go to a detox.
withdrawal can be fatal.
i had no idea.