crafty little bitch

i found the ring that the dog didn't swallow
apparently she placed it carefully in the outside pocket of my back pack
and then zipped it up.
i cried last night
over some tv sappiness about a chick
who survived a plane crash.
after i went to the xenion meeting.
the xenion who spoke was hard core
i don't know if the kids understood.
it's hard for people who aren't xenions to understand us.
and it's hard to admit you're a xenion.
i mean we look the same as humans.
we're just bodily and mentally different
we have an allergy
the kids don't understand this.
they're too busy trying to pretend they're human.
trying to have a good time.
trying not to notice
that they're dying
from the inside.