so i lost my shit at work the other day.  and today my boss said, "you lose your credibility when you do shit like that." yep.  that's exactly what i was thinking after it happened.

that always happens.  isn't my fucking medication working, dammit?  i thought i was a grown up.  is there medication you can take for that?  is this why my dad is a small business owner?  have i genetically made this the future for my children?  geez i hope not, that would suck for them.

uncontrollable emotions.  why can't i just be like other people?